Jessica Lauren

Rapidly going from a nanny with no clue about film production to a field producer climbing the ranks, Jessica credits her success to the constant work she’s put in to overcome her lack of self-confidence.

What keeps you up at night?

God willing, I made something out of nothing. I showed up to shadow someone on a job I was interested in, and from there climbed the ladder of opportunities until it got me here. The best part is I'm only getting started. I cannot wait to see what my life continues to evolve into. I feel proud that I held on long enough through the darkness to see the light of a new day. Who knew this life was on the other side?

What keeps you up at night?

Feeling like I haven't done enough to further my career. Trying to plan and scheme all of my tomorrows so I can string them together in the work of art that is life. I always feel like I should be farther along, making more money, etc.

What’s been the biggest obstacle in your life so far?

My lack of self-esteem, it was just chronically, pathetically, terribly non-existent. I felt too fat, too loud, too passionate, too crazy, too emotional, too annoying to ever find belonging. I thought that belonging was on the other side of size two jeans, the perfect outfit and a stone-cold demeanor. Really truly finding a place where WHO I am, AS I am, was not just tolerated but celebrated; that was life changing.

What’s the best advice you’ve ever received?

Be ready for when opportunity comes your way.

“I feel proud that I held on long enough through the darkness to see the light of a new day. Who knew this life was on the other side?”

What’s the single biggest problem you’d like to solve in your community?

Feelings of loneliness. I hope we grow out of our busy isolated lives and learn to value taking time for each other more, showing up for each other more. Living and doing life together.